Never enough: Addicted to love with the wrong one

Private schools and beautiful vacations, big parties and expensive gifts, custom made homes and over the top holidays together, but no relationship whatsoever to show for it. Poor little rich girl. I knew nothing about struggle or bills. I didn’t even understand the concept of money until I married a man who didn’t have it. […]

Wise words from a wise man.

“One of the worst mistakes you can make is pushing a loyal person to the point where they no longer care. Because it’s at this place that they realize that fighting for you is not worth losing themselves. Listen. When happiness becomes a priority, removing pain becomes necessary.” In case you were wondering… I’m surviving. […]

Change: the only constant in this life

“There’s no one to call …cause I’m just playing games with them all The more I swear I’m happy, the more that I’m feeling alone ‘Cause I spend every hour just going through the motions I can’t even get the emotions to come out Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout… What now?..I […]

The hardest thing I ever had to write: A Eulogy for my Best Friend.

On August 28th 2007, the world lost an amazing soul, and heaven gained a new angel. Below is the eulogy I wrote to honor my late best friend, Michelle Dymalski.In the days that followed her death, I was privileged enough to share these words at her funeral service.  I can still feel the pain I […]

Just like Halsey, I’m bad at love

“Got a boy back home in Michigan And it tastes like Jack when I’m kissing him..” I remember your whiskey kisses, your eager hands and cat like green eyes. You loved having my scent all over you throughout the day, wearing the same shirts to work that I’d worn the night before. You bought my […]

The moment I fell in love with Rihanna

  I truly love him, so the main thing for me, is that he’s at peace. I’m not at peace, if he’s a little unhappy or he’s still lonely. Because I care. It actually matters, that he finds that peace. -Robyn Rihanna Fenty

To whoever dares to love me,

Dear loved one, I know this letter is bound to upset you, but I’d like to apologize for it in advance. Bare with me as I shed my skin and reveal my truest self. I guess the best way to put it to you, would be to say, I am a mess. And when I […]

Ramblings..

“Well, maybe I’m a crook for stealing your heart away Yeah, maybe I’m a crook for not caring for it Yeah, maybe I’m a bad, bad, bad, bad person Well, baby, I know..” Dear man in the moon, I can’t sleep tonight. Sometimes if I’m lucky, I can get some decent sleep here and there, […]