Never enough: Addicted to love with the wrong one

Private schools and beautiful vacations, big parties and expensive gifts, custom made homes and over the top holidays together, but no relationship whatsoever to show for it. Poor little rich girl. I knew nothing about struggle or bills. I didn’t even understand the concept of money until I married a man who didn’t have it. […]

When music makes you feel nostalgia for the past

He used to play the gravity album by Our last peace all the time while driving. I rode shotgun, as he’d blast the music, windows down, shades on, his hand intertwined with mine. I vividly remember hearing track #2 play and how uncomfortable the words made me feel that first time time I heard them. […]

Relics of the past: I didn’t lose you, you lost me.

“You don’t have to tell me If you ever think of me I know you see me dancing Wildly in the fog of your memory You don’t have to tell me I can still believe” I am an empath. A feeler. A healer. A free spirit in every sense. I am a woman primarily ruled […]

Just like Halsey, I’m bad at love

“Got a boy back home in Michigan And it tastes like Jack when I’m kissing him..” I remember your whiskey kisses, your eager hands and cat like green eyes. You loved having my scent all over you throughout the day, wearing the same shirts to work that I’d worn the night before. You bought my […]

Maybe you’re right.

I used to live in a world of black and white, but now I live in a world of grey. I am the product of many years of maturity, growth and life experiences. Today, I see things very differently. I’m not the naive little girl that once lived in the protected bubble my parents created. […]

Dandelions, Sunflowers and Daisies

I love how beautiful flowers look but I can’t stand the way they smell. Their fragrance makes me nauseous and takes me back to moments I wish I could erase from my memory. As much as I love receiving them, I despise them just the same. Every single time I’ve lost a piece of my […]