My mind continues to wonder as my thoughts forever wander

I️ wonder if it’s already happened.. Have you already rationalized my existence? Have you minimized my importance and significance to you to appease another? Have you logically dissected and analyzed everything like you always do? I wonder what you’ve done with all the emotions you felt for me. Where did you place all our memories? […]

The opposite of love is not hate, it’s indifference

“She had called me a coward for what I’d done and I knew she was right. That’s why her apology later made me feel worse. She wouldn’t acknowledge me or even look at me after that. I knew I wasn’t forgiven. It’s like I wasn’t even important enough to hold a grudge against. She was […]

Well wishes

I think of you often. I wonder how you’ve been since we’ve gone our separate ways. I wonder how your family is doing and how much all the lil ones have grown. I don’t fixate on any specific memories but they still come to me all the same. I could be at a grocery store […]

“Lightning strikes…maybe once..maybe twice”

I’m a world of chaos, a moody mess, a restless heart with a gypsy soul. I’m a social chameleon, but not in the manipulative sense most people associate that term with. I was just born with this intuitive gift to see the emotional needs in others and an innate nature to want to meet those […]

Ramblings..

“Well, maybe I’m a crook for stealing your heart away Yeah, maybe I’m a crook for not caring for it Yeah, maybe I’m a bad, bad, bad, bad person Well, baby, I know..” Dear man in the moon, I can’t sleep tonight. Sometimes if I’m lucky, I can get some decent sleep here and there, […]

Clarity.

  It’s amazing how twisted my perception of you was versus who you actually were. For years I thought you were my source of inspiration and no matter what the future would bring, nothing would ever change that. In time I came to discover how wrong I was. I believed you had completely changed my […]