The little prince: circa 2012

Anyone Buy Ambien Online “You, though, you’ll have stars like nobody else. When you look up at the sky at night, since I’ll be living on one of them, since I’ll be laughing on one of them, for you it’ll be as if all the stars are laughing. You’ll have stars that can laugh! And when you’re consoled (everyone eventually is consoled), you’ll be glad you’ve known me. You’ll always be my friend. You’ll feel like laughing with me. And you’ll open your window sometimes just for the fun of it…and your friends will be amazed to see you laughing while you’re looking up at the sky. Then you’ll tell them, ‘Yes, it’s the stars; they always make me laugh!” And they’ll think you’re crazy… know…don’t come…it’ll look as if I’m suffering. It’ll look a little as if I’m dying. It’ll look that way. Don’t come to see that; it’s not worth the trouble.“
But I reassured him…
“I wont leave you.”
But I wasn’t reassured. I remembered the fox. You risk tears if you let yourself be tamed..“ ~ Antoine De Saint-Exupery

The beautiful story of the Little Prince has never resonated more true to me until now. For in a sense I feel a kindredness to him. It’s as if I have seen glimpses of my little Prince Gabriel, in you.

Buy Diazepam Online Uk Blue Haze I never knew my brother. I also never knew what it was like to have an older sibling around to defend and protect me. I took on both roles when it came to my four little sisters. I did it with pride and carried the burden alone.

Buy Alprazolam From Canada I wish I’d had that relationship of someone looking out for me, reaching out for me, speaking up for me and never giving up on me. I wished for it with all my heart. Then one day you came along…

When I met you I was unsure of the quiet boy my sister insisted on sharing her time with, and at first, I thought you were strange. Like her, what intrigued me most was your secretiveness, your quiet spirit, your intelligent mind. You possessed such a cool collectiveness under pressure and it made me think of the Little Prince from my favorite story.

Buy Diazepam Ampoules You kept to yourself but still managed to give every bit of yourself away. The moment you spoke was the moment that the doors to my heart opened up and willingly invited you in. You were so selfless and something about you drew out this sisterly/maternal instinct to love you. And I did.

Buy Ambien Over The Internet Little by little the boy from my book leaped from the pages and entered my reality. The boy who thought so little of himself taught us all to see the beauty in who we were, broken and all. I waited and wondered if the day would come were you’d change or dissapoint me. That day never came and I doubt it ever will.

So while you begged for HER love..nearby four little girls (at heart) fell unexpectedly in love with you. You became the brother, the friend, the counselor, the mediator, the rock that never wavered. You became the brother I always wanted and suddenly I didn’t have to worry about her anymore. I knew you treasured her just as much, if not more than I did. The one we always felt the most protective and possessive of became the crown jewel we happily placed in your gentle hands. We gave her to you broken in pieces, but it made no difference to you. You found happiness in helping put her pieces back together. You regarded yourself as the lucky one and submitted yourself to her, to do with your heart whatever she pleased.

Buy Zolpidem From India Still in the ending I find my Little Prince to be even greater than the character I have read of many times over. For this Prince has continued to fight to get through each day when the other chose death. Through it all you continued to carry on. Unlike your rose, I still choose to linger around you, hoping that one day I can give you the kind of peace and comfort you’ve always given to me. I wait knowing that I may wait forever, but I also wait knowing I will always have the stars.

Lorazepam Purchase Online Every time I look at them I think of you and smile remembering your words throughout the years. I hear your sarcasm and think of the beauty of such a Prince. Even though you tell me to leave, I reassure you,”I wont leave you.”

This is not a final goodbye. Every ending is sort of death and we must mourn what’s been lost. My heart hurts for you because there is nothing I can say or do or change whats been done. You don’t deserve your pain. Unlike everyone else, you have remained completely loyal and true. Through knowing you and realizing all you’ve shown me, I’m reminded of the story’s message…For it is true “One sees clearly only with the heart. Anything essential is invisible to the eyes.” You showed me a glimpse of the brother I never knew and filled a void in me just by being who you are. I am forever in debt to you. I hope life doesn’t make you jaded and that you remain the person we all fell in love with.

I’m reminded in your absence that “We are forever responsible for what we have “tamed,” you taught me to never forget that. And I hope the next time you look up at the stars you’ll laugh with them, knowing somewhere we are still there laughing with you too. We will always be glad to have known you. We will always be your friend. I love you, Edwin.

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10 years without her beautiful smile, her infectious laughter and unforgettable hugs. The absence of her is still cripplingly painful and ever present for me. Like learning to live without a limb, I’m always aware of my loss and residual pain. I’ve learned to cope and accept her death but allowing myself to let go is another everyday choice and process.

Buy Phentermine Online No Scams You don’t “get over” the loss of a loved one, you simply learn to exist in spite of it. I will forever mourn what was, what is and what could have been.

I love you, Dymalski. I still miss you, best friend.